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so apparently something different about me bothers will everytime i talk to him, so he's just gonna stop talking to me so he doesn't get angry with me. katharine told me that, and i'm not sure if he knows i know, but in any case, i'm not gonna talk to him, because he obviously doesn't want to talk to me. but the thing is, it's so weird to just not talk to him. katharine told me he said that yesterday afternoon, so yesterday at mutual i didn't talk to him, but it was so weird, i didn't like it. like, if it was someone at school, i could just pretend that we didn't really know each other, and we wouldn't have talked anyway, so it wouldn't really matter, but since it's at church, it's just not right. i talk to everyone at church. and besides, everyone knows that me and will are like, close friends. at least we used to be. i thought we got so close at the campout last weekend. and now he's not talking to me. but i guess i can handle it. i just feel weird, like i'm neglecting my church responsibility or something. but i can't talk to him, he would just ignore me. he doesn't even want to talk to me like, politely, just saying hi if we passed each other in the halls. he just wants to ignore me. ugh. guys. who understands them? well, i gotta go now. i'll write more later. bye bye!