life sucks
life sucks so much sometimes. my grandpa, my mom's dad, died last thursday, and my parents went out for the funeral, and just got back last night. well, this morning my mom gets a call from her sister, and my cousin and his family (wife and 2 kids, both babies) were in a car accident last night. tiffany, the mom, and mark, the 1 1/2 year old baby, were killed, leaving joel to raise 7 month old jenna all by himself. and this is on the same side of the family as my grandpa. i'm going out to washington in like, a week and a half, and i have to wonder, how many more people are going to die before i get out there? this is hard, sooo hard. i'm trying to just think about how happy my grandpa and tiffany and mark are together in heaven, but what about us on earth? this is so sad. yesterday i was so excited for EFY, but i don't even feel like going anymore. but i gotta go now. bye.