first off...
Car commercial gone wrong....
http://www.leksus.com/Videos/werbung.mpgTurn your sound up high, because you can just hear the car behind the bush where it starts loosing control. And you hear the driver screaming for his life.
well.. another weekend.. came and went.. and of course, it didn't go as i expected it to go :/.. i'm just hoping the next weekend.. will go as planned, just ONE weekend to go right PLEASE :(
i didn't get to hang out with joe, or anyone else(for very long) because i called joe's cell.. and it was in his car :/.. so by 11 i talked to rory and he said i could come over.. by the time i got there, everyone was almost gone :/. jill had to go home and matt ponte had to go somewhere at 11.. so yeah, great timing once again.
of course, i didn't get to talk to someone when i wanted to.. really badly, i just need a chance to say something that i've been meaning to for a while now, and i haven't had an oppurtunity to do it. every time, or every chance i get that comes and goes, where i could have said something to her, i just get more pissed off at myself and everyone else.. it's not helping :/.. she's probably reading this right now and knows who she is.. and i'd like to just get one time with you, whenever, just to talk with you.. just to say everything that's been on my mind for so long because there's so much i want to change.. and i haven't been able to :(
it doesn't help that i'm slowly coming down with a cold.. weee. and another bullshit week of school, i used to hate school.. but i never used the word 'hate' strongly enough.. now i really mean it.. the same bullshit schedule and teachers i hate to even look at.. gaahh.
i love to bitch, that is all.