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so horray for me not getting a summer...i'm working my butt off every day i can...and unless i get a raise its not gonna be enough to get a car for christmas...so i'm gonna need to work my butt off for a raise and then see about getting a part time job somewhere near school plus pretty much every saturday except for july second i have TI Academy...there's a LOT more involved in it than i was expecting...i have no idea why i was dumb enough to think they had it easier...we're leaders...we're supposed to be above and beyond them...i went to the meeting yesterday and it pretty much sucked...they didn't tell sergeant major what i need to bring or wear, so he didn't tell me...so i didn't have clothes to work out in, or to change into after we worked out...ugh it sucked...i had no idea what to expect, but now i know...anyways, the regulations for the PT test for the regular cadets is really easy, but we're supposed to be able to do it a LOT better than them...and theres this 150 some packet i have to pretty much memorize...and a 73 page packet of questions i have to answer from the 150 page one, i have till next saturday to finish this gay ars packet...and it isn't no multiple choice packet either, its search for the answers for the few fill in the blanks they give you and the rest are fricken essay questions...regular cadets had all summer and the first few days at camp to get it done, i have till this saturday and i have to know it inside and out i only have to know some of it inside and out by next week, but i have to know the whole thing inside and out by end of july..on top of my books for AP English...on the upside though this will definitely help w/ ROTC and if my parents get my ear fixed i'm thinking about doing ROTC in college or something...i'm still tempted to do the military thing..but i dunno...my reasons make sense to me, but not to anyone else...but its becoming more and more worth it, no debt after college, i can get out in 8 years, i know its 4 years of service but thats after college so its just how much i want that 8 years...plus i'm hoping for things that are more than likely not gonna happen :'(...no matter how much i want them too...i think i'm gonna go to bed...i gotta get up early...again...i'm seriously not gonna sleep in past 7 30 this summer...and that'll be like...when its raining or something...i wake up early everyday in the week for work, then saturday for TI academy, then on sunday i gotta start getting up and running through the neighborhood to get into shape...ugh..i have so much to do this summer...which sucks..i'm not gonna get to see anyone...especially the one i need to see the most right now...im goin to bed