Poem Again.... >.>
Just as I expected,
I knew something had to go.
Imploding or exploding,
I knew something had to blow,
I knew that this would happen
I knew you wouldn't make it,
Oh, and that smile you're smiling?
I knew that you would fake it.
I swear you'll never see me fall
You'll never feel the pain I felt
You'll never see me fall
The way I watched you as you fell...
Ok and now the details, though I dunno if it will help much....
Ah, forget it, I wrote it down somewhere but it's not opening now. Ok, never mind it's here now, ehehehe....
"I knew you wouldn't make it.
It's been 5 years right? Since that time, both of us have been trying to hold the pain inside. But you're giving up now, and I'm still holding on.
I knew you wouldn't make it.
So why does this hurt? Is it because it feels like I will fail too?"
Basically, there's someone I felt close to, I've been watching this person for a while...and we both have had a lot of difficulties that we;ve kept inside...
I never met a person who has been able to keep that up. And when I saw this person I was like "He's not gonna make it."
For 5 years though, we pulled through, both of us.
Now he's exploding... well he can't keep his pain inside anymore and I'm still trying hard...
DAMN IT! IF NO ONE ELSE CAN LIVE THIS WAY!! I WILL!!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!
ok... >.>
I just had to get that out... Yeah if it seems impossible, don't matter.
Imma do it.