wow, im updating!
ok so im actually updating.....a lot has been going on....concerning my 3 herniated discs: i'm still in lots of pain, vicodin is SOOO my friend...i am now in my doctors office 4 times a week, 3 days for physical therapy, 1 day for acupuncture....acupuncture is weird, i look like a blue porcupine with 13 needles sticking out of my lower back....my friend took pictures of it with my phone if anyone is interested....now more health news: i have benign positional vertigo....which means i get dizzy everytime i move my head....i got it because on monday morning my phone woke me up and it startled me, so i jumped, and then i got dizzy.....and that sudden movement was what gave me vertigo....my mom is being extra super duper nice to me now cuz she had it in the summer so she knows what it feels like...it sucks tho....im not allowed to drive, i cant walk up and down the stairs by myself, and when i take a shower my mom has to wait outside the bathroom door...its the worst when i go from sitting to laying or laying to sitting, thats when i REALLY feel like im on a roller coaster......the room spins and tips from side to side like im on a boat.....it was really scary the first few days but now i kinda expect it....so yea, im 22 and falling apart.....my 93 year old grandmother is in better health than me...really, its quite sad
in men news: Marc and i had gotten back together and everything was amazing,.....i was actually falling in love with him...until i got "THE CALL".......3 weeks ago today i got a call from the number he always calls me from, so i answer...and its a GIRL...and shes like "whos this?" and im like "this is marcs girlfriend, whos this?" and shes like "oh yea? I'M marcs girlfriend and have been for the past 8 years".....interesting, huh? he still denies it, and either calls me text messages me or emails me every day like we are still together....whatever......she can have him....(dont tell anybody this, but i actually miss the poop) *sigh*
the night i found out about all this, i was really depressed as u can imagine, so my bestest friend in the whole wide world Jesse took me out to clear my head....so me, Jesse, and Laura (who is friends with jesse and now friends with me and only lives like 3 blocks away from me) we go to a bar on bell blvd, where we would meet a few guys that we know....so the guys come, so i knew, some i didnt....to make a long story short, one of the guys i didnt know and i hit it off really well and have been "dating" ever since....nothing official, taking it slow, quite proud of myself actually....hes totally non-loser-ish....and he lives 6 blocks away from me! the convenience is awesome....and i guess its a good sign that ive already met his parents 3 times lol...well, i'll keep u updated as time goes on...oh by the way his name is Mike, remember that for future reference, ok?
my thanksgiving was blah, my mom cooked and my aunt, uncle, and cousin came over....nothing like the 30 person thanksgivings we've had in the past....its so sad that now that im actually old enough to really enjoy and appreciate my family is when things are falling to shit....kinda depressing....hope u all had better thanksgivings tho
well thats all for now, PLEASE COMMENT so i wont feel like all this typing was in vain lol
COMMENT DAMMIT!
in men news: Marc and i had gotten back together and everything was amazing,.....i was actually falling in love with him...until i got "THE CALL".......3 weeks ago today i got a call from the number he always calls me from, so i answer...and its a GIRL...and shes like "whos this?" and im like "this is marcs girlfriend, whos this?" and shes like "oh yea? I'M marcs girlfriend and have been for the past 8 years".....interesting, huh? he still denies it, and either calls me text messages me or emails me every day like we are still together....whatever......she can have him....(dont tell anybody this, but i actually miss the poop) *sigh*
the night i found out about all this, i was really depressed as u can imagine, so my bestest friend in the whole wide world Jesse took me out to clear my head....so me, Jesse, and Laura (who is friends with jesse and now friends with me and only lives like 3 blocks away from me) we go to a bar on bell blvd, where we would meet a few guys that we know....so the guys come, so i knew, some i didnt....to make a long story short, one of the guys i didnt know and i hit it off really well and have been "dating" ever since....nothing official, taking it slow, quite proud of myself actually....hes totally non-loser-ish....and he lives 6 blocks away from me! the convenience is awesome....and i guess its a good sign that ive already met his parents 3 times lol...well, i'll keep u updated as time goes on...oh by the way his name is Mike, remember that for future reference, ok?
my thanksgiving was blah, my mom cooked and my aunt, uncle, and cousin came over....nothing like the 30 person thanksgivings we've had in the past....its so sad that now that im actually old enough to really enjoy and appreciate my family is when things are falling to shit....kinda depressing....hope u all had better thanksgivings tho
well thats all for now, PLEASE COMMENT so i wont feel like all this typing was in vain lol
COMMENT DAMMIT!