ERGH
Well this cycle that Im in seems to be starting up again. I call it the cycle of Love. I dont love anyone. I dont plan to love anyone anytime soon. I just am having feelings for someone. This cycle pauses, but never completely stops. Im not sure if i want it to begin again. Im scared, i dont wanna get attached and its bothering me. But the feelings seem to be taking over. The look in his eyes, the warm embrace, everything seems to be getting to me. But looking at it as a learning expierence is always good. And taking things slow has never been so important to me before. Im ready. On the flip side of that, im unhappy with a few things Im going thru. I dont know how I got into this, or maybe I do and just dont know how to get myself out? Sigh...taking each day as it comes and trying to make the best out of it.
<3 Dora
<3 Dora