Well what the fuck was I thinkin?

[italys_explorer]

Well once again...I had to cancel my plans for the weekend. Sorry again to Julia and Sean. It wasn't my fault. My mom is a doosh! She said I couldn't do anything becuz I didn't respect her...Why didnt I respect her? Becuz I was being yelled at to do the dishes..so I go do the dishes. She tells me to move cuz she needs to wash something. I said if you wait 2 seconds I'll do it for you...She got pissed and walked away. And that is how i disrespect my mother everyone. Great reason huh? W/e I get fucking walked on at my house. I do all this shit and I get no thanks or appriciation for any of it. I'm sitting at the comp yesterday and I hear my grandpa make a pack with my mom that he's not talking to me anymore cuz he can't stand my attitude and I'm an ignorant little shit. That's so nice to hear from your own god damn family. You have no clue the feeling of hurt that ran thru me that moment. W/e I'm done this is bullshit. All they say is that I don't do shit in the house. OK who clean's the bird cage? Who washes the dishes? Who feeds the dog and let's em out? ME! They say I don't do anything one more time, I'm gonna actually do nothing and let them see how much I do and how awful theyd be without me around. Fuck that. They think I'm like this bad ass child who does all this shit wrong, like sneek out, have sex everyday, and smoke weed 24/7! W/e I'm so sick of it. It's unbearable and I'm not about to deal with it every fucking day til i turn 18. I'll kill myself b4 that happens.

Also pisses me off that it's the weekend b4 Sean and my 3 month anniversary and we can't even see each other. But ya know my mom's too busy yelling at me for everything I do wrong to even have the slightest clue that it's close to our ann. W/E!!

I Love all My ppl's Muahs!!

I Love you Baby!

-Dora