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[italys_explorer]

Hello, (people reading this entry) hmm...wondering where I left off... Well Kaity's all better from the hospital. Had a great last sunday with Sean (wink wink) muah! Thursday was my birthday. It was an awesome day. I got alot of great stuff. Especially a necklace from Sean...Baby I love it! Thank you so much. Also the great stuff from Kaity. Still have some things coming. I'm suppose to be having a b-day party, not sure if that's still happening. Anyway my mom and I were getting along great, we should right? I mean is my birthday... So I told her how I liked that we weren't fighting and we should keep it that way. Well, last night we went to Sean's mom's christmas concert, and it was awesome. Everything was fine, we were getting along great. This morning was even fine, we ate lunch together. Then last night I had told her that Sean was making me and his mom dinner, and she said it'd be fine if I went over... So we didnt have a ride to get there cuz G-pa is being miserable again, and so I asked if I could ask my dad, I hate going to him for anything...and she said sure call and see what he says so I did, and he wanted to talk to her, then shes like wtf! I told you not to make any plans.... She just fucking told me to call and ask for a ride, I mean seriously there is something really wrong with her. So yet again she ruined a perfectly good weekend, especially my birthday weekend. I knew shed fuck it up somehow. And so there goes the whole getting along thing. God I hate her. Anyway Kaity I wish you luck with w/e choice you make. Just please be careful. I love you and don't wanna see you get hurt.

I love you baby! Christmas then 2 months!!! ::smiles::
~*~Dora~*~