May 13, 2005 13:09
you wanna act like a fucking man, but thats all it is, from day one i have known you. you got no integrity, no valour, none of my respect at all or many peoples for that matter. beside the point that i would not only fight your little bitch ass, i would anyday of the weak hurt you bad. im 80 times than man you'll ever be, so hate i cant blame you at all. if everything i wanted somebody else had i would be jealous to. you know what the sad thing is this is worth my time and energy. listen kid, boy, your not dealing with who you thnik you know, thats your first mistake. i certainly am tired of your bullshit. we can keep playing though. i got no problem with that at all. but now you got a real problem thats gonna haunt you, will be behind you everwhere you go. i see and hear alot more than you probably ever thought you fucking chump. pull a stunt like that again and next time i wont walk into my job you fucking pussy. your not shit. thats right period. your a noboy, nothing, replacable as others and mysefl have found out, lol. man i could shit on your punk bitch ass all day. its too easy. what you going to do? nothing, not a damn thing. i know cats like you every where. all talk with no back. if you ever were a real man, if you had an attributes to you all beside being dense as a fucking door. man you are one ignorant fuck you know that. sad thing is it was all a watse of my time to even have been good with you ever, and i dont give 2 shits what the fuck you thnik have to say, feel , you dont even exist to me but you just wont leave shit well enough alone will you? you dont know when the fuck to stop and leave it be. but thats your choice, you could of been dead to me on your own accord but no, you dont want that. well what you do want your about to get. you dont got shit, you aint shit, you couldnt afford me to waste my time with your ass bitch. so whats really hood gansta', come on man. i call you out anytime on your bullshit, thats all you are about and all you ever will be. you know what, you just be happy knowing you fucked up the only good thing you ever had, cause shit i am. thats right lets open it up, come on its on you now. i know you wont fight me, i know you wont do shit except just like the other day right? with somebody, talking shit from a fucking car window, haha. oh man kids these fucking days, no sense. ill murder you son, i'd hurt you, in more ways than one, be a man about it, i fucking dare you., or at least try for one day in your life. but those are big shoes to walk in when your still a fucking nipple sucking litte bitch ass kid.
enough with that, its just to easy. oh and for those who dont know i got nothing but to take interest in these peoples disinterest. trust i came fighting for what you believe in and my beliefs i would die before i would change a single one. oh i cant apologize for trying to settle thinghs the real mans way, talking isnt it either. im not gonna apologize for any of my words actions, thoughts the way i feel or whatever. if you dont like me, dont like how it is for me and the wellfare of people i care about how i handle things that are absurdities that need justice your local police and courts wont give. im me, i wont changed as well as i havent, and im sorry if it offends you or makes you uncomfortable, cause i mtired of seeing great grils i would give anything i had to see them smile one more time get completely used and abused, and throwm away like last weeks trash and call it "love". im tired of bitch shit talking punks trying to call me on my shit. i catn stand peoples ignorant judgemenst and views about me, you know what heres how it really is, fuck you. you catch that ok here it is again FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
its whatever, and it will always be. i dont care about you. i dont give two fucks if you wanna walk away form me, i wont lose anysleep if you want to have some b3eef, problems drama what the fuck ever, actually i think i would be much better being a fucking loner on my fucking own. i handle my business, i take care of me. i dont run and cry to get help and pull the pity card. nah, fuck that, dsont fell for me, dont understand me i fucking dont want you to, why bother even knowing me, maybe its just time that i really did just ay fuck the world and everyvody. cause honestly the few and i mean few really good friends i got it just the way i want to keep it. people that actually call just to go chill and do nothing, anytime of any day. but some of you even have the audasity and the staright nerve to put on fronts, why cause i call and you got to answer, you half to talk to me, you feel an obligation to get dinner or whatever. yo actions do speak much louder than words and some of you have been screaming it out for a long time. if you fucking dont get what the fuck im talking about, it probably applies to you. use your judgemnet since you like to all the time. just remember this i wont be the one to come calling and crying when lifes to hard and i realize what one true real friend in joe i did have, the person who would risk his life for a freind when it came down to it, the one ride or die cat you know, the one dude who does got your back 150%, wont be there not only, but wont care at all. im in effectual. it doesnt matter anymore. i got two things in life that get me up everyday to go through this bullshit routine of what i call life, me and my dreams. honestly dont call, i dont want to see you. i dont care when you are around, at this point you barely exist to me, and i wont lose an ounce of sleep if i never here from you again. then maybe well see who really gives a shit. who joe actually matters to, cause the sad realization that i had to come to in my life, i dont need a single person so i will save you all the trouble, just leave me alone. dont call out of pity onm that oh joes mad upset and whats his deal now. no this isnt a fucking joke, nor a fucking game. this is real shit and i am seriously fed the fuck up with most of you and your fucking lying eyes and your decietful smiles of what was supposed to be in the comfort of a freind. you people are fucked up and got a lot of issues, i dont want to be a part of no longer. i quit, i give up, its not worth it anymore, ruin your own lifes, let people walk all up and down you, be blind for the rest of your life, dont realize what your really worth, fuck it, dont bother getting at me, just leave it be, for the last time im out. keep it that way, maybe now your life be better right? dont worry now you dont have to hear it, you wont know nothing no need to apologize either, i brought this on myself and you. its my fault right? as it always fucking is. thats why i be here. im your scape goat remember? when shit goes wrong in yourl ife its cause of me, thats what they tell you? maybe you should star listenen, thats right im a liar, im the asshole, i start and bring all these problems on people, look out for me, im just out to get you. you know fuck this and fuck that and all of you with tht shit. no more games shits gonna get real from here on in, no more stunts, no more lie's, no more bulshit, no more me.