fucking eh man. what has happend?
besides needing to get a whole lot of shit done today. its my day off, thank God. i rerally was about three seconds away from stabbing somebody at work. i was about to flip out and totally lose it, cause i got fucked last week, and continued to get fucked all through the horrid weekend which lead to a double shift on easter sunday, to me almost dropping from lack off sleep. i havent been sleeping much at all actually and if i do actually catch some shut eye, its only a couple houirs tops. im beat, exhausted, frustrated, cranky, crabby, grumpy, and dont fee like doing anything. im so tired and just overall the walking dead right now. i cant think, i dont know what the hell to go do. im confused. i dont even wnat to move. i fucking missed school today which is gonna fuck me, cause i have miss alot, but hopefully i can redeem myself before i end up not passing much. still good, but slowly getting worse so i really gotta do a 180 when it comes to school but shit is hard primarily. 2 classes a breeze, the other 2 a bitch. i am seriously putting a good amount of effort and pride into my work to just get fucked. i mean seriously in there anybody else who would like to join the long list of people who fucked me, cause by now i just dont care. i get fucked alot, you get used to it. whatever, life goes on.
so beside that rusted roots tommorow at the webster. that will be a bad ass show. very excited for that cant wait, just gonna be ridiculous. then later in april im going to see skindrid with sevenmdust, which will be an incredible show. so some things to look forward to beside not doing shi today or tommorow for that matter, cause i fucking deserve to not do shit. i work my as the hell off, and bust balls you wouldnt believe. i put up with a lot of shit all day long but soon shit will once again change, like the weather its gorgous out, i love it so much. this i can deal with and mnakes me actually a little bit happy, just a lil bit. waiting still for summer, caues this is gonna be the most ridiculous summer of my life and i just wnat to go get wasted all the time. i got no beef with that. for sure im bout to go drinking right now. yeah bitches at 1pm, im going and getting cocked wqith my buddy for a lil while till i cant drink no more then ill go smoke and L and all you straight edge dont do shit little faggots, can suck my dick. its like T.I. said you dont fucking kno me.
"anyways dont know how else to put it, this is the only thing that im good at,and how ironic, that i be the bad guy cryptonite the green chronic"
yup thats right, well i dont really want to go into what i was about to bring up, maybe a private entry for this one cause i dont think the whole world needs to hear what i got to say, about a couple of nice young men who dont like living apparently. yeah thats right i got problems and i just want to resovle them anymeans neccesary. i love being underestimated and i love how people have been thinking this shit is a joke, all haha's, shit aint serious and cats act like 1. i aint never been a fight before 2. i wont swing 3.im not crazy 4.i wont do shit when it gets down to getting down. hold up dam, you people are funny. well we will get to the root of this shit later and i iwll cus somebody the fuck out and dont care cause this little faggot ass bitch got it coming. im sorry Nikki, i just cant deal no more. but y'al be easy and stay safe. chat again soon, but i am off to rolling this blunt and getting twisted, peace.
so beside that rusted roots tommorow at the webster. that will be a bad ass show. very excited for that cant wait, just gonna be ridiculous. then later in april im going to see skindrid with sevenmdust, which will be an incredible show. so some things to look forward to beside not doing shi today or tommorow for that matter, cause i fucking deserve to not do shit. i work my as the hell off, and bust balls you wouldnt believe. i put up with a lot of shit all day long but soon shit will once again change, like the weather its gorgous out, i love it so much. this i can deal with and mnakes me actually a little bit happy, just a lil bit. waiting still for summer, caues this is gonna be the most ridiculous summer of my life and i just wnat to go get wasted all the time. i got no beef with that. for sure im bout to go drinking right now. yeah bitches at 1pm, im going and getting cocked wqith my buddy for a lil while till i cant drink no more then ill go smoke and L and all you straight edge dont do shit little faggots, can suck my dick. its like T.I. said you dont fucking kno me.
"anyways dont know how else to put it, this is the only thing that im good at,and how ironic, that i be the bad guy cryptonite the green chronic"
yup thats right, well i dont really want to go into what i was about to bring up, maybe a private entry for this one cause i dont think the whole world needs to hear what i got to say, about a couple of nice young men who dont like living apparently. yeah thats right i got problems and i just want to resovle them anymeans neccesary. i love being underestimated and i love how people have been thinking this shit is a joke, all haha's, shit aint serious and cats act like 1. i aint never been a fight before 2. i wont swing 3.im not crazy 4.i wont do shit when it gets down to getting down. hold up dam, you people are funny. well we will get to the root of this shit later and i iwll cus somebody the fuck out and dont care cause this little faggot ass bitch got it coming. im sorry Nikki, i just cant deal no more. but y'al be easy and stay safe. chat again soon, but i am off to rolling this blunt and getting twisted, peace.