to make up for yesterday
ok, so day 2 isnt as bad...i was actually able to eat a filling meal at the cafe without violating my veganism...although it is very tempting to just say, fuck this, my prof will never know if i dont do it...so yes...christine and i went to a hardcore show (still remains, throwdown, dozen furies, and red chord)to celebrate Valentine's Day...it was amazing, i had a blast...and guess who was there celebrating as well...thats right...eric was there, looked like he was without wife...but whatever...i freaked out for like the first 15 minutes i was there and then all was well...i think seeing him there helped me fully get over him so now when i see him, if i see him, attaste of chaos i will be ok with it...im not that mad anymore, but i dont forgive him for what he did...whatever...and now he can say that he has seen me at a hardcore show...in yo face suckah!
ok, so we get home and my friend matt wanted to watch a movie with me...i said ok and went up to his room...we had the movie on...and just as i thought there he goes tryin to get into my pants...relentlessly...so i did what a ny normal girl would do...i told him no 100 times and then i left...and he will probably not talk to me but i dont really give a shit...
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ok, so we get home and my friend matt wanted to watch a movie with me...i said ok and went up to his room...we had the movie on...and just as i thought there he goes tryin to get into my pants...relentlessly...so i did what a ny normal girl would do...i told him no 100 times and then i left...and he will probably not talk to me but i dont really give a shit...
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