long time no post.
time has come and gone.
i'm still a horrible person.
a horrible friend.
a horrible girlfriend.
i don't want to graduate as much as i hate school.
i've actually tried making new friends.
but then again my stupid ass has also lost friends.
i miss people that i used to hang out with all the time.
and i don't like when people make fun of them.
they never did anything to hurt them.
only me.
and they need to get over it.
we have approximatly 40 some school days left.
not including weekends.
i don't know when i'm going to college.
i don't know when i'm going to get my license.
and i also don't know if i'm ever going to get a job.
this fucking sucks.
i hate not knowing what the fuck is going to happen.
jason quit denny's.
he made us mixtapes.
it made me happy and depressed.
i'm friend's with staci again.
it's easier than trying to be angry when i'm really not.
there are things i can't stand but that goes for everyone.
i've stopped trying to save people's feelings by not telling them how i feel.
i've decided just to say fuck you.
i can't stand a friend of mine's girlfriend.
i'm going to end up killing her.
megan's boyfriend is a piece of shit.
i miss summer.
really bad.
this winter weather is getting to me.
snow, no sun, and cold.
not the ingredients for a good day.
but i did get a real record player.
and my gram gave me all my pap's old records.
my mom said i should feel priveleged that she gave them to me.
i'm sending her a thank you note.
i like to listen to kiss and peter frampton on it and wish i was born in the 70's.
it feels good to let people know exactly how you feel.
if you're pissed then let people know it.
if you're happy then be fucking happy.
i've also learned to appreciate my mom a lot more.
she lets me smoke out back when my dad isn't home.
and she gives me a later curfew even though i feel i shouldn't have one.
and i'm glad that she made rules for me when i was younger because then i might be fucked up like a lot of kids these days.
and i'm also glad that i didn't have any friends when i was like 14 because then i might be a little slut like other people.
but yeah.
that's pretty much it.
i'm still a horrible person.
a horrible friend.
a horrible girlfriend.
i don't want to graduate as much as i hate school.
i've actually tried making new friends.
but then again my stupid ass has also lost friends.
i miss people that i used to hang out with all the time.
and i don't like when people make fun of them.
they never did anything to hurt them.
only me.
and they need to get over it.
we have approximatly 40 some school days left.
not including weekends.
i don't know when i'm going to college.
i don't know when i'm going to get my license.
and i also don't know if i'm ever going to get a job.
this fucking sucks.
i hate not knowing what the fuck is going to happen.
jason quit denny's.
he made us mixtapes.
it made me happy and depressed.
i'm friend's with staci again.
it's easier than trying to be angry when i'm really not.
there are things i can't stand but that goes for everyone.
i've stopped trying to save people's feelings by not telling them how i feel.
i've decided just to say fuck you.
i can't stand a friend of mine's girlfriend.
i'm going to end up killing her.
megan's boyfriend is a piece of shit.
i miss summer.
really bad.
this winter weather is getting to me.
snow, no sun, and cold.
not the ingredients for a good day.
but i did get a real record player.
and my gram gave me all my pap's old records.
my mom said i should feel priveleged that she gave them to me.
i'm sending her a thank you note.
i like to listen to kiss and peter frampton on it and wish i was born in the 70's.
it feels good to let people know exactly how you feel.
if you're pissed then let people know it.
if you're happy then be fucking happy.
i've also learned to appreciate my mom a lot more.
she lets me smoke out back when my dad isn't home.
and she gives me a later curfew even though i feel i shouldn't have one.
and i'm glad that she made rules for me when i was younger because then i might be fucked up like a lot of kids these days.
and i'm also glad that i didn't have any friends when i was like 14 because then i might be a little slut like other people.
but yeah.
that's pretty much it.