Weight Problems?
Ah lately I've been really worried about my weight. I weigh 160 and I'm 5'4!
It all started last year when someone who was my friend at the time wrote me a letter saying I was fat and smelled like fish. Since then I've been extremely scared as to what people think of me and have become a harsh critique on myself. I really think I'm some obese cow who needs to stop eating and I'm starting to think anorexia is a sort of Ugly/Beautiful look and for some reason I want to achieve it. I know my friends are worried and don't think I'm fat but I can't even look in a mirror without being utterly disgusted with myself. I feel that my cheeks and chin area is flabby and disgusting, that my thighs are HUMONGOUS, that my tummy is just blubber blubber and more blubber , and my arms are flabby and gross like teacher arms that jiggle DX. So recently I've been drinking nothing but water and when I eat I feel disgusted with the food and start to eat less and less. I've been exorcising like nuts and popping 6 diet pills a day. I'm starting to think I have a severe problem that mind end up with me being Bulimic or Anorexic. But I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! But every time I lose it it just seems to catch back up a few days later.
TLDR: I WANT TO SEE MY MUTHER FUCKIN' RIBS!!!!!
It all started last year when someone who was my friend at the time wrote me a letter saying I was fat and smelled like fish. Since then I've been extremely scared as to what people think of me and have become a harsh critique on myself. I really think I'm some obese cow who needs to stop eating and I'm starting to think anorexia is a sort of Ugly/Beautiful look and for some reason I want to achieve it. I know my friends are worried and don't think I'm fat but I can't even look in a mirror without being utterly disgusted with myself. I feel that my cheeks and chin area is flabby and disgusting, that my thighs are HUMONGOUS, that my tummy is just blubber blubber and more blubber , and my arms are flabby and gross like teacher arms that jiggle DX. So recently I've been drinking nothing but water and when I eat I feel disgusted with the food and start to eat less and less. I've been exorcising like nuts and popping 6 diet pills a day. I'm starting to think I have a severe problem that mind end up with me being Bulimic or Anorexic. But I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! But every time I lose it it just seems to catch back up a few days later.
TLDR: I WANT TO SEE MY MUTHER FUCKIN' RIBS!!!!!