I Hate You!
I hate you. You have single handedly almost destroyed my life. You took away from me people I love. You made me miserable, and plagued me with pain. Not only did you do all this, but you brought out a fear in me that I thought never existed. That fear kept me from getting up whenever you kicked me down. You had me defeated. There was nothing I could do to escape the onslaught, no matter what I did. I had help to push you back, but I ignored it, thinking I could conquer you on my own. With that fear, you brought out blindness. I was unable and unwilling to see what was happening to everything around me. I lost almost everything because you brought out the worst in me. And you know what? I let it happen. I let myself lose the fight, and I just gave in. Finally, one day, everything became clear. I could see again, and my fear had subsided. Now I'm fighting back. I may still have lost most things dear to me, but I can't let that hold me down anymore. This battle must be won. I WILL win.
In case anyone reading that is confused as all hell....it's just how I feel/my feelings about my back problem. Yeah, it's a little dramatic, I know. But everyones life has drama in it. It's just about how you apply it. I am on the right path to getting my back fixed. I should know something tomorrow. (finally...I'm SO SO excited!!!) I will update once I have made that one important phone call. Everyone take care. Have a good night.
In case anyone reading that is confused as all hell....it's just how I feel/my feelings about my back problem. Yeah, it's a little dramatic, I know. But everyones life has drama in it. It's just about how you apply it. I am on the right path to getting my back fixed. I should know something tomorrow. (finally...I'm SO SO excited!!!) I will update once I have made that one important phone call. Everyone take care. Have a good night.