Sep 27, 2004 17:07
I havnt updated in a while.
School is going well. Taking 5 classes with 2 labs kinda sucks and has me stressed out. But it's nice to be back. I missed everyone. Plus Jenny is going here now too and her roomates are AWESOME! I'm so jealous, when I transfered I got stuck in an upperclassman dorm. They are in a dorm with all transfer students. It's really nice. My dorm is kinda old but it's decent. I don't really mind it. We're having a concert in the lounge on Thursday that should be cool.
Things with Guido are going ok. I know I've been kinda weird with him lately. I hate it. I was talking to my mom and she said it's cause I need approval all the time and reassurence cause of what happened with Sean. It's true. Guido is probably the best boy I've had in my life. And we have a lot of fun when I'm not worrying. I think we are a good couple and have a lot in common. Well besides the fact that he thinks I'm the biggest dork when it comes to the Pats. Haha. After this weekend with him I know things are gonna change. I can feel it. It's like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. And I trust him, and I'm not really worrried anymore. Cause I know he likes me and I know what we have is good and it's gonna be even better. I just hope I havent ruined it to the point that there's no fixing anything. I think it's time for me to cover the scars and just be happy for a change. Cause if Guido can't make me happy, then no one will ever be able to. I want to be me again. The fun girl that everyone likes. I want to be the girl he said was perfect for him.
I was up at DWC this weekend. Guido came at got me at like 3 in the morning with Brad and Mark. See...I have the best boyfriend. :op There was an air show and we got to see all these cool planes, one was doing tricks and stuff. This HUGE plane flew by a few times. I tried to take some pictures but I don't know how they came out.Oh we went to the 99...yum. Cept I didn't feel good so I couldnt' finish my french onion soup. S'ok cause Guids said he'll make it for me sometime. Yippie! It's my favorite. Oh so then he had to take me home cause he picked me up. We talked a lot on the car ride back. That's what I really like, just being able to talk to him about whatever. Before he dropped me off we stoped at CARLS. Oh man I havnt been there in forever, sooooo good. But yeah he dropped me off and headed back to school. Overall I think the weekend was good.
It was LV's birthday. So I stopped by and saw the fam really quick before I came back to school. I havnt seen everyone in so long. I guess some exchange kids are staying at my cousins house. They went back to Italy today. My little cousin Lydia missed me a lot cause I guess she kept asking where I was. When I got there she got really excited and she showed me her "big girl bed". She's awesome. I swear that girl is the smartest little kid I know. I love babysitting her cause she's so funny.
Obviously the Yankees win the game that I go to. Obviously.
Well anyway I've procrastinated enough. Leave some love.
.Sabrina.