Apr 20, 2004 22:19
PPS...dont give this address to Sawyer"
thats what the PS said in the letter that amber wrote shannon. what kind of shit is that? am i such a bad person that i run everyone away? no i dont think so.. fuck her. if she wants to forgo what she could have had with me then fuck her. im better off without her.. i will be with someone who appreciates me and who actually cares about me.
i think its funny.. i sent her 2 letters today.. bcuz shannon gave me the address last nite. haha.. oh well... she can take um and shove um where the sun dont shine. i dont give a damn.
but yes so now i am single... perhaps i need to be single for a little while.. although, ive been that way for some 2 odd months now.
and now that i look at it.... the whole thing with kelly isnt and wasnt all that bad. at least she loved me.. and still cares about me. we still talk, and whatnot.
so yeah im off to bed bcuz there isnt anything else to do.. i was gonna spend the nite with shannon but dont feel like another argument with my dad over some dumbass shit... so until tomorrow..pe@ce im outtie.