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"These foolish games are tearing me apart, your thoughtless words are breaking my heart... you're breaking my heart"
"Dreams Last so long, even after you're gone..."
I had a great night... went to the gym with Carrie and did a lot of venting, which felt great. She understands me exactly, she even gave me advice on other things. I can definitely see me hanging out with her more often. Thanx for the great time.
Work was boring as usual, got some studying done though. It seems like thats all my life is lately is work. I don't mind it cause that is why I'm here, to work and get an education. But sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on my life. Everbody else seems like they have enough time on their hands to go out and party while I'm always stuck in my room or the library working.
I watched A Cinderella Story tonight and it was the typical fairy tale story, happy ending and all. It makes me wish my life was like that exept the way I see it is if two people love each other there can be no happy end to it. I guess in a way I'm still waiting for prince charming, but chances are he's never coming. Sometimes you have to face reality, Hilary Duff's character did in the movie and she got the guy in the end. Too bad life doesn't work out that perfectly. I try really hard to get the guy that I think is wonderful, but I'm just not good enough for him. It really sucks cause he's looking for someone who knows him and I know him better than most girls do. Yea I've actually only known him for a little over a year but I've talked with him enough, put up with so much drama in being friends with him, and had enough fights and making up to last me a lifetime. My favorite line in the movie was "Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain to end this drought, disappointing and useless." Thats exactly how I feel...
"Dreams Last so long, even after you're gone..."
I had a great night... went to the gym with Carrie and did a lot of venting, which felt great. She understands me exactly, she even gave me advice on other things. I can definitely see me hanging out with her more often. Thanx for the great time.
Work was boring as usual, got some studying done though. It seems like thats all my life is lately is work. I don't mind it cause that is why I'm here, to work and get an education. But sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on my life. Everbody else seems like they have enough time on their hands to go out and party while I'm always stuck in my room or the library working.
I watched A Cinderella Story tonight and it was the typical fairy tale story, happy ending and all. It makes me wish my life was like that exept the way I see it is if two people love each other there can be no happy end to it. I guess in a way I'm still waiting for prince charming, but chances are he's never coming. Sometimes you have to face reality, Hilary Duff's character did in the movie and she got the guy in the end. Too bad life doesn't work out that perfectly. I try really hard to get the guy that I think is wonderful, but I'm just not good enough for him. It really sucks cause he's looking for someone who knows him and I know him better than most girls do. Yea I've actually only known him for a little over a year but I've talked with him enough, put up with so much drama in being friends with him, and had enough fights and making up to last me a lifetime. My favorite line in the movie was "Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain to end this drought, disappointing and useless." Thats exactly how I feel...