Dec 28, 2004 12:43
yeah.. old song, but hey.. who cares.. im bored.. its past christmas n yeah.. i wasnt in the christmas spirit this year.. its ok.. hopefully me and matt stop thinking about the people we want to be with.. as mean as this sounds, i wish i was like.. mentally challenged or retarded or something so i didnt no any better ='[
im so out of it right now i dont even remember what happened these past few days =\ but i got some stuff for christmas.. i got new sweatshirts so now i can finally give lee hers back..
yesterday i went to the mall with nancy n went shopping with our christmas money.. we got some shirts n stuff.. n then we saw matt there =P that was pretti cool.. except he had lotion on his tattoos that he got and it was really nasty.. it was all gooey n stuff.. and yeah i touched it =X and yeah.. elmo was everywhere int he mall.. and i had no money to buy it all.. ooh well.. i got socks n pants with elmo on it.. =] i was happy about that.. and matt got a bobble head of wiliam hung or w.e his name is from american idol.. heh it was so rediculos.. then me n nancy went into 5-7-9 and matt called my cell phone and asked where we were and i said 5-7-9 and he said.. "is that an area code or something?" lol.. i love him <3 hes such a cutie.. yeah.. then i came home n fell asleep on my floor at about 2ish.. idk why i was on the floor.. i was just thinking n i guess i fell asleep.. heh.. silly mee.. =[
every second i'm without you i'm a mess..