It's all been negative...not good
The past three entries I wrote were so negative about life that I couldn't even put it out there for ya'll to read. It's the way I've been feeling lately but when I wrote it all out it only made me feel worse, so I'm going to try to dedicate this entry to all of the positive things going on in my life.
First and most definately the best thing going for me right now is my relationship with Brandon. He has been my rock for the past few months. There is not a doubt in my mind that I would have fallen completely apart if he wasn't in my life...just being there for me. He's always there for me. He's there before I go to bed, he's there when I wake up and believe me just having that comfort has made it a lot easier to get myself out of bed. I can't remember the last night my insomnia kicked in. Sure I've pulled all nighters but that was by choice. I think a lot of that has to do with Brandon. I like the person I am when I am with him. He brings out sides of me that I didn't think I had. I love him, and being in love is a wonderful part of life. I love the way he makes me laugh, the way he pisses me off, the way he tells a story, the way only he can hold me, the way he kisses me...oh my god do I love that. It's happening all over again, I'm falling in love...a little deeper each day. Awwww.
I thank god for putting Tiffany in my life. The story of us is a story I never get tired of telling. My friendship with her makes me a firm believer in fate. Some things in life are just supposed to happen. She has been my girl for what seems like an eternity. I've never had a friend like her. I went through a lot of great "friends" and it wasn't til I found Tiff that I realized what terrible friends they were. She is one of the only people in my life I can honestly say I will be friends with til they bury me and even then I plan on haunting her ass. She is my angel. She has saved me in so many ways that I wouldn't even know where to start. I love you Tiffaniffaners!
I don't want this to turn into a shout out page so I can sum it all up by saying I am truly blessed when it comes to the friends I have. You all know who you are and if you don't shame on you!
My health is in the best condition it's been in since I've been a diabetic. I am really proud of myself when it comes to handling this disease. I've grown up a lot with it and really started taking care of myself. *pats self on back*. Hmmm what else? Nicole is coming today! I haven't seen her since Christmas...I can't wait til she gets here!
I'd love to continue this positive thing but I think that's enough for one day.
JuMp oFf~ TiFF... The 6 most...RUN WITH IT!!!
First and most definately the best thing going for me right now is my relationship with Brandon. He has been my rock for the past few months. There is not a doubt in my mind that I would have fallen completely apart if he wasn't in my life...just being there for me. He's always there for me. He's there before I go to bed, he's there when I wake up and believe me just having that comfort has made it a lot easier to get myself out of bed. I can't remember the last night my insomnia kicked in. Sure I've pulled all nighters but that was by choice. I think a lot of that has to do with Brandon. I like the person I am when I am with him. He brings out sides of me that I didn't think I had. I love him, and being in love is a wonderful part of life. I love the way he makes me laugh, the way he pisses me off, the way he tells a story, the way only he can hold me, the way he kisses me...oh my god do I love that. It's happening all over again, I'm falling in love...a little deeper each day. Awwww.
I thank god for putting Tiffany in my life. The story of us is a story I never get tired of telling. My friendship with her makes me a firm believer in fate. Some things in life are just supposed to happen. She has been my girl for what seems like an eternity. I've never had a friend like her. I went through a lot of great "friends" and it wasn't til I found Tiff that I realized what terrible friends they were. She is one of the only people in my life I can honestly say I will be friends with til they bury me and even then I plan on haunting her ass. She is my angel. She has saved me in so many ways that I wouldn't even know where to start. I love you Tiffaniffaners!
I don't want this to turn into a shout out page so I can sum it all up by saying I am truly blessed when it comes to the friends I have. You all know who you are and if you don't shame on you!
My health is in the best condition it's been in since I've been a diabetic. I am really proud of myself when it comes to handling this disease. I've grown up a lot with it and really started taking care of myself. *pats self on back*. Hmmm what else? Nicole is coming today! I haven't seen her since Christmas...I can't wait til she gets here!
I'd love to continue this positive thing but I think that's enough for one day.
JuMp oFf~ TiFF... The 6 most...RUN WITH IT!!!