Aug 14, 2005 12:12
well this week was absolutely amazing i wish i could go back, so much has happend i realized alot of things while i was gone ...the entire week was just AMAZING there are no other words to describe this past week..we all had so much fun, got closer with everyone and just had a blast..it was so hard to leave yesterday..but def being at camp got me realizing ALOT of things.. some of the things are hard to do but its just something that needs to happen..but hmm yesterday when i got home i seen a couple things in someones info that really got me upset and if that person cared bout me this person wouldnt of left a comment like that to another girl who he knows how i feel about her.. and the things u said to me hurt just as bad..so idk ..then plus something horrible happened to my sister last night..so here comes the bad crap in my life again..i just dont kno what to do any more . while i was gone i was away from all the crap that i had in my life and i got rid of some of it but it was just brought right back at me when i got home..so idk u may think what the heck is she talkin bout. but im not expecting any of u guys to understand cuz its something that i only understand.....anyways im gonna get in the shower now cuz im goin to metro beach later on ...ttyl