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ok
so
i have not wrote here in a while
but .....
ok so me and vash went to the mountains this weekend
it was so fun
we got to play in the snow n stay in our OWN hotel
hehe i got to jump on the bed heheheh
but idk i cant believe we have school tomorrow
OMG
my birthday is in like 13 days
im so excited
i am so depressed lately me and my lover r kind of over
i wish those words didnt come out of my mouth
cuz i love him so much and i wish i culd have him forever
i thought that we were perfect but i guess not
because of me
i ended it
cuz yall know the reason
or well u should
the way she talks about him makes me feel so bad but then at the same time he treats her so bad that i just dont understand y she is still wit him
i wuldnt be
that is 4 sho
idk
he tells me that we culd be together for a really long time but then i dotn believe him cuz he isnt wit me and htta hurts so bad
i love him so much n i do believe that he loves me but it just isnt right
u know
this is a little poem i wrote about him:
i love u alot
and although you dont love me back
your happiness makes up for the lobve that i lack
theres not a day that goes by
that i dont think of u i just wish you were capable of lovin me too youve learned to tune me out
just give me a chance
to tell u what my side is about
my side of the story
is gray black and blue
i know that much
and u should know it too
this is not very happy and it isnt very sweet
but i need to say it
to get back on my feet
my life has been empty
without u to hold
i lay in the darkness
cryin and cold
my world would certainly be a better place
if a smile would naturally appear on my face
i wish i could have u foreverto hold
till death do us part
and until we get old
and when we get to heaven
i hope u will say
baby im glad u told me that u loved me that day
but itll probably never happen
and certainly doubt that youll ever ask what im crtyin about
and youll probably never call my name in heaven with love
because you will probably feel the same here as you would up above
im glad that i told you
so now u know that i will
that in heaven
ill probably love u still!!
i love him so much not n e words culd express
but owell
its over
but im goin to go
ttyl
ones love<3 liss
so
i have not wrote here in a while
but .....
ok so me and vash went to the mountains this weekend
it was so fun
we got to play in the snow n stay in our OWN hotel
hehe i got to jump on the bed heheheh
but idk i cant believe we have school tomorrow
OMG
my birthday is in like 13 days
im so excited
i am so depressed lately me and my lover r kind of over
i wish those words didnt come out of my mouth
cuz i love him so much and i wish i culd have him forever
i thought that we were perfect but i guess not
because of me
i ended it
cuz yall know the reason
or well u should
the way she talks about him makes me feel so bad but then at the same time he treats her so bad that i just dont understand y she is still wit him
i wuldnt be
that is 4 sho
idk
he tells me that we culd be together for a really long time but then i dotn believe him cuz he isnt wit me and htta hurts so bad
i love him so much n i do believe that he loves me but it just isnt right
u know
this is a little poem i wrote about him:
i love u alot
and although you dont love me back
your happiness makes up for the lobve that i lack
theres not a day that goes by
that i dont think of u i just wish you were capable of lovin me too youve learned to tune me out
just give me a chance
to tell u what my side is about
my side of the story
is gray black and blue
i know that much
and u should know it too
this is not very happy and it isnt very sweet
but i need to say it
to get back on my feet
my life has been empty
without u to hold
i lay in the darkness
cryin and cold
my world would certainly be a better place
if a smile would naturally appear on my face
i wish i could have u foreverto hold
till death do us part
and until we get old
and when we get to heaven
i hope u will say
baby im glad u told me that u loved me that day
but itll probably never happen
and certainly doubt that youll ever ask what im crtyin about
and youll probably never call my name in heaven with love
because you will probably feel the same here as you would up above
im glad that i told you
so now u know that i will
that in heaven
ill probably love u still!!
i love him so much not n e words culd express
but owell
its over
but im goin to go
ttyl
ones love<3 liss