update!!
ok
so on friday i went to the game !! it was so mucho fun, but at first i was kinda sad because right when i was payin to go in my babyboy chris had called and wanted me to go to the mall with him, but o well i had a lot of fun at the game. ok i need to get this off my back totally. the whole matt thing. ok he says that i make his life a livin hell. wtf am i that bad of a person. but you know what pisses me of is that me sits ther and trys to make people hate me cause he doesnt like me right in front of my face and all i do is call hima fag here and there. which is worse. if anyone should have the right to say the person made there life a livin hell is ME!! i didnt do anything to him. and it hurst because i always here our ex song and it makes me think of al the things we use to talk about and how fun we use to have on the phone for hours and how sweet he was, but that is all gone and now i have to remember that he hates me and wishes that i would die!! it makes me want to cry! but what cna you do about it? nothn at all! i have chris now though i hope he will make things better and will actually treat me like i have feelins and that i am human. butI LOVE BRANDON.. he accepts you for you and that is what i love about him. he doesnt judge you and is there for you when you need someome to talk to. i hope that his g/f knows how lucky she is to actually have a guy that with give her love and comfirt and not screw him over.but you know what also pisses me off. is people. some people have changed so much since high school. they try to hard to fit in. wtf people. you need to act like yourself and you will be loved for your self to. like peple act like" OH IM SO KOOL I HANG OUT WITH SOPHMORES" bullshit you sux so you think that you are so fuckin cool to hang with the older kids biut you know what that is fucked up to leave the peeps that have been there for you and you leave then=m just like that. well in my book yuo are a stupid shit head.that is why i love sage she doesnt give a shit whta people think about her she is her own self. YOU ARE MY HERO SAGE. momo is the smae way>I LOVE MO and i am always here. but to you people that think you are so KOOL knockit off dumasses!! and you all know who you are too!! well g2g!!
love you,
lissa
so on friday i went to the game !! it was so mucho fun, but at first i was kinda sad because right when i was payin to go in my babyboy chris had called and wanted me to go to the mall with him, but o well i had a lot of fun at the game. ok i need to get this off my back totally. the whole matt thing. ok he says that i make his life a livin hell. wtf am i that bad of a person. but you know what pisses me of is that me sits ther and trys to make people hate me cause he doesnt like me right in front of my face and all i do is call hima fag here and there. which is worse. if anyone should have the right to say the person made there life a livin hell is ME!! i didnt do anything to him. and it hurst because i always here our ex song and it makes me think of al the things we use to talk about and how fun we use to have on the phone for hours and how sweet he was, but that is all gone and now i have to remember that he hates me and wishes that i would die!! it makes me want to cry! but what cna you do about it? nothn at all! i have chris now though i hope he will make things better and will actually treat me like i have feelins and that i am human. butI LOVE BRANDON.. he accepts you for you and that is what i love about him. he doesnt judge you and is there for you when you need someome to talk to. i hope that his g/f knows how lucky she is to actually have a guy that with give her love and comfirt and not screw him over.but you know what also pisses me off. is people. some people have changed so much since high school. they try to hard to fit in. wtf people. you need to act like yourself and you will be loved for your self to. like peple act like" OH IM SO KOOL I HANG OUT WITH SOPHMORES" bullshit you sux so you think that you are so fuckin cool to hang with the older kids biut you know what that is fucked up to leave the peeps that have been there for you and you leave then=m just like that. well in my book yuo are a stupid shit head.that is why i love sage she doesnt give a shit whta people think about her she is her own self. YOU ARE MY HERO SAGE. momo is the smae way>I LOVE MO and i am always here. but to you people that think you are so KOOL knockit off dumasses!! and you all know who you are too!! well g2g!!
love you,
lissa