I miss you

Dec 28, 2004 11:07

Dear ________(friend #1)
What happened to our friendship? It went away because you threw it away.  And why did that happen? Because you became someone different, someone I didnt know anymore.  I'm not saying that some of this is not my fault, but you are to blame also.  You went away and left me behind. You keep in touch with your other friends, who you've only known for 3 years. But me, who you've known since you were 4, you cant even call or visit. Maybe you think I should call you, but how am I suppose to since you didnt even give me your new #. Do you think I should get it from ____?  I just cant believe how much you've changed. It is as if our friendship meant nothing at all and that I was just there for you to hang out with everyday. I miss you and everything we used to do. Our rides to WaWa, sledding after it snowed, playing manhunt and monopoly all hours of the night, destroying Rock Lady's Yard...EVERYTHING we did. It's all gone and is just a memory now.
Love always,
Your ex-best friend Lisa
Dear ________ (friend #2)
I know we werent friends for the last half of the year last year. And even after I wrote you that long letter and gave it to you things were still weird. I figured before the end of summer we could have resolved everything and maybe you would have said sorry. I thought wrong. Maybe I was the only person who had to say sorry, but you said some hurtful things and you should have said sorry for them. And seeing you at games when you would talk to "_________" even when I said hi to you and then having your sister come up to me and talk to me and you walk right by...that hurt. You have no idea. You were my first BEST FRIEND and will always be my best friend in some way, even though we dont talk anymore. I miss you so much. I wish things were normal again and that we were best friends again. That may happen again or may not, who knows. Me and _ _ _ _ _ are friends again and nothing has changed. Even thought we were fighting we just picked up where we left off. Maybe we just have to grow up and try to be friends. Love always,
Your ex-best friend Lisa

Dear ____ (friend #3)
We were best friends and now are starting to become them again. It was always the 4 of us and never separated. I miss those days. I want all of us to hang out again.  A week ago when we were hanging out, I felt something I havent in awhile. It was a nice feeling and a sad one because I wished that _____ and _______ were there. I love hanging out with you because you dont treat me different because Im a girl and the rest of you are guys. I dont want you to change like the others did. I tell you everything and you make me face my fears and guilt.  Ha! That one night outside...that was interesting and fun.  Just promise me one thing...you will never change. ILU
lisa

A majoirty of you are probably wondering who these are to and why I wrote these.  They are to a few of my friends and I wrote them because I miss them and I want to talk to them again. They were major parts of my life and they helped me with so much. I love them to death and jsut miss them SO much...it's insane.

For those of you who have always been by my side and never left me or forgot about me..thank you. I love you.
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