Marijuana- Because Your Friends Just Aren't That Cool... :-)
Get ready...This is going to be one fucken long LJ entry.
So Mike calls me up the other night. This was before I decided that I don't like him anymore. But anyway, he starts asking me if I still liked him. I told him that I still like him a little bit. Then we hang up after that. Then all of a sudden...after he goes around telling people that he still likes me sooo much...he decides that he is going to ask Kat out. I don't know if he was doing it just to piss me the fuck off but I don't even fucken care. I'm not 3 years old and I don't play baby games.
But you see...I'm saying that now. I always find myself playing those little fucken baby games with Chris. Chris- I just want to know if I am freaken wasting my time. Everyone knows that I like you...you know...so wtf is going on.
'Should I just give up'
On another note, our house is up for sale. The dude came by to look at it and put 6 for sale signs up around our area and on our lawn. I didn't think that it was going to bother me...but looking at the signs and knowing that I wont be here at this time next year...well...i don't like it. I wish that i could just move back to Staten Island again. :,-( Hey, atleast I am staying in Jackson.
Things just fucken suck. A "friend" is acting all weird again. She acts like she is pissed off at me all the time. She says she's just tired, and maybe she is...but i dont know. Shes find around other people...atleast from what i see. i was so upset the other night when her dad came and picked us up from the mall. he didn't say one word to me the entire time. and when i said thank you for taking me home all he said was..."uh huh" i mean come on. i felt like shit. sometimes i feel like she thinks i am not "good enough" to be one of her fucken friends. thats probably not even what she thinks...but it's how she makes it seem.
Wtfe love,
Allie.