I Can't Sit Back And Wonder Why. It Took So Long For This To Die.
Ben IMed me and we were talking for a little while. he finally told me that he liked me. i kind wish that he didn't. everything just got so friggen complicated. i mean, if you like someone, there's no reason for them not to know, i mean who cares rite? but i just dont want mike to think that i am trying to piss him off or something. because we finally got passed everything and were friends now and i dont want to start fighting again. and bend one of his friends. chris told me that mike got really jealious yestorday. i feel really bad but...i'm not with mike anymore so i shouldn't have to be stuck with all of this.i really like that kid chris though. i'm glad that mel opened her BIG MOUTH...lol j/k mel.
i'm working 2-10 tonight. probably...hopefully get off at 9. i usually dont mind going that much but i really....really....really...don't want to go today...ughhhh.
anyways...i have a shit load of hw. i have to wake up at 8:30 tomorrow morning to get all that school shit with my mom. then be home intime to go to work. i have to stop working to damn much it's driving me crazy. i have no time to do anything.
ttyl