Sep 19, 2007 16:36
The dreams I have been receiving is bugging the hell out of me. The dreams are so disturbing; it wakes me up in the middle of the night. Then I go back to sleep, it happens again once I go back to sleep. It scares me shitless, because it’s about my family and me. Its more of a repetitive dream, its showing the same thing over and over.. What is it trying to tell me? I have been dreaming about my death… it seems so real, my family being murdered, Daniel (my ex) laughing at me because I’m dying, he pushes me away from him, my family is screaming for help, and I cant because I’m dying in front of them. I'm dead but i see my dismembered body right there in front of me... It’s too disturbing to explain more… Is this some kind of sick sign that it will happen to me? I feel like my mind is distraught by something. I just want to make it go away… I don’t know what to do. I’m scared shitless….