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I need a vacation....I never realized just how much this job is taking out of me.....Im so stressed out that im turning into this mega bitch...you know i even yelled at steve last nite....steve...one of the bestest friends ive ever had.... and i just flipped out at work last nite...and it just made me sit back and say...WHOA....
I am so fucking confused right now its not even funny...i just started paying off my tuition for this year... and now im not sure if i want to go back... EVER.... i want to be a teacher....but yet i dont know.....i dont want to work in a restaraunt all my life....But at the same time i dont want to go to school.. its just so fucking boring....I mean there are so many things that i could do with my life... and i have no clue which one i wanna pick.... im so tempted to just ennie meanie miny moe...close my eyes and pick one...
The other day when i was out playing in the rain with some friends... i realized how much i wish i could be a kid again... life was so easy then... the only thing you had to worry about was who youre friends were... and who youre going to play with that day... you didnt have to worry about wether or not to go to college...or what youre going to do to support yourself for the rest of youre life...
Why has life gotten so complicated?????????
I am so fucking confused right now its not even funny...i just started paying off my tuition for this year... and now im not sure if i want to go back... EVER.... i want to be a teacher....but yet i dont know.....i dont want to work in a restaraunt all my life....But at the same time i dont want to go to school.. its just so fucking boring....I mean there are so many things that i could do with my life... and i have no clue which one i wanna pick.... im so tempted to just ennie meanie miny moe...close my eyes and pick one...
The other day when i was out playing in the rain with some friends... i realized how much i wish i could be a kid again... life was so easy then... the only thing you had to worry about was who youre friends were... and who youre going to play with that day... you didnt have to worry about wether or not to go to college...or what youre going to do to support yourself for the rest of youre life...
Why has life gotten so complicated?????????