I FINALLY GOT MY OWN INTERNET!!!!!
DDDDDDDDDDUUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEESSSSS!!!!!!
OMG the day has finally come... I got the effing internet to finally work!!!!Yay!!! So yeah my e-mail is italianakk88@bellsouth.net if anyone wants to know. I have yet to get AIM so I can message ppl; that will happen sometime next week. So yeah, I haven't updated in like FOREVER!!! Well now having the internet in the comforts of my own home will definitely make it much easier.
Okay so I got a letter from JC yesterday after work... It was romantic and very disturbing at the same time. Kris and fam I will tell you about sometime this weekend. OMG it had me in tears. So anyways, I keep on having these really awkward but very pleasant dreams recently... I keeping having dreams that JC came home from boot camp and surprised me while I was at work cashiering in his sailor uniform, all clean cut and gorgeous, and as soon as I saw him I was breathless and ran up to him and jumped into his arms as tears of joy streamed down my face. He then got sown on one knee and explained his love for me and then he proposed...<3 Of course I said yes and the same exact dream has been repeating in my head like a broken record since that one night. It was just sooo perfect!!!!! I love him with my who being, with every grain and fiber in my body and soul... he is the man that I believe I want to spend the rest of my life with!!!! I just love him sooooo much...there is no word(s) that will ever describe how much he means to me.
So all this week I have been going to ROTC summer camp at he school. Every morning from 8-11AM at least. It was pretty cool. I was in charge of PT so that was freaken awesome... yelling at ppl was relieving (lol). I have been talking to captain a lot and we are putting together our game plan so I could this scholarship to Riddle. I can so it, I know I can. He said I am way ahead of the game, the deadline for everything to be in is in the beginning of January 2006 but there is a lot of things I have to do...
-Retake SATs to get a higher score just for kicks
-Make up a resume
-pass the physical fitness test (1.5 miles in under 11:05, over 2 pushups in 1 min., over 52 sit-ups, etc.)
-Take the ROTC quiz (sord of like the SATs and ASVAB mixed into one with some Navigation and aviation questions)
-Write essay answers to their questions
- and then there is a whole bunch of other things that are included but then it would be a while.
I really hope that all the effort I put into trying to get this scholarship will pay off in the end!
I really , really, really want to be a pilot in the air force... that is my ultimate goal. I want to fly either the KC-10 or KC-135(gas stations for planes while in the air) or something similar. And the opportunities that I will have will be absolutely amazing. I would easily get a job flying a commercial air line such as Delta or something. I totally wouldn't mind doing that for a living!!!Well enough of that...
I hope all is well with everyone...Shane, Dani, Miss, Ness, Kris, whomever...
And most of all I pray to God that JC is doing alright and I really hope he doesn't give up, I have all the faith in hte world, no universe that if he doesn't give up and is strong he can make it through this. I love him so much and I want the best for him, but he needs to help himself and make his own decisions.
Alright love everyone and miss everyone... I will try to write more often.
C*Tan
OMG the day has finally come... I got the effing internet to finally work!!!!Yay!!! So yeah my e-mail is italianakk88@bellsouth.net if anyone wants to know. I have yet to get AIM so I can message ppl; that will happen sometime next week. So yeah, I haven't updated in like FOREVER!!! Well now having the internet in the comforts of my own home will definitely make it much easier.
Okay so I got a letter from JC yesterday after work... It was romantic and very disturbing at the same time. Kris and fam I will tell you about sometime this weekend. OMG it had me in tears. So anyways, I keep on having these really awkward but very pleasant dreams recently... I keeping having dreams that JC came home from boot camp and surprised me while I was at work cashiering in his sailor uniform, all clean cut and gorgeous, and as soon as I saw him I was breathless and ran up to him and jumped into his arms as tears of joy streamed down my face. He then got sown on one knee and explained his love for me and then he proposed...<3 Of course I said yes and the same exact dream has been repeating in my head like a broken record since that one night. It was just sooo perfect!!!!! I love him with my who being, with every grain and fiber in my body and soul... he is the man that I believe I want to spend the rest of my life with!!!! I just love him sooooo much...there is no word(s) that will ever describe how much he means to me.
So all this week I have been going to ROTC summer camp at he school. Every morning from 8-11AM at least. It was pretty cool. I was in charge of PT so that was freaken awesome... yelling at ppl was relieving (lol). I have been talking to captain a lot and we are putting together our game plan so I could this scholarship to Riddle. I can so it, I know I can. He said I am way ahead of the game, the deadline for everything to be in is in the beginning of January 2006 but there is a lot of things I have to do...
-Retake SATs to get a higher score just for kicks
-Make up a resume
-pass the physical fitness test (1.5 miles in under 11:05, over 2 pushups in 1 min., over 52 sit-ups, etc.)
-Take the ROTC quiz (sord of like the SATs and ASVAB mixed into one with some Navigation and aviation questions)
-Write essay answers to their questions
- and then there is a whole bunch of other things that are included but then it would be a while.
I really hope that all the effort I put into trying to get this scholarship will pay off in the end!
I really , really, really want to be a pilot in the air force... that is my ultimate goal. I want to fly either the KC-10 or KC-135(gas stations for planes while in the air) or something similar. And the opportunities that I will have will be absolutely amazing. I would easily get a job flying a commercial air line such as Delta or something. I totally wouldn't mind doing that for a living!!!Well enough of that...
I hope all is well with everyone...Shane, Dani, Miss, Ness, Kris, whomever...
And most of all I pray to God that JC is doing alright and I really hope he doesn't give up, I have all the faith in hte world, no universe that if he doesn't give up and is strong he can make it through this. I love him so much and I want the best for him, but he needs to help himself and make his own decisions.
Alright love everyone and miss everyone... I will try to write more often.
C*Tan