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worked today..it was hot, got to work with Jenny* <3 the new girl...shes awesome. and to think, i went to central with her....we're in the same grade. like, why the HELL havent i seen her before? :oD
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anyways..... what im about to say is not said with an attitude or with anger....
i know your busy .... and its not tony thats keeping us from hanging out. so dont think that i think that.
the thing is sarah... im busy to i have 2 jobs and i go to scool everyday.... as of now you only have one job and your school is at home and you really dont have to work on it everyday.....and we both have a LOT of other things in our lifes that we have to do and its alwyas something new everyday..... we both knows how that gos.
but i feel like i have been doing all the work and when i call and you cant hang out ... i dont get mad .... its fine i understand... the only reason i was mad last time i talked to you was because i have been the one who has done all the calling and asking.... you are not the only one who is busy and sleepy... i am to! but i still make it a point to at leats TRY to talk to the people i care about.... i know you care about me and im not saying you dont... it is just that all you have to do is call every now and then and just say hi even if its on your way to or home form work.. and if you have some free time see if i cam around to hang out ... you knwo?.... and its not liek i want you to do this every day but ... but it seems like its been 3 or 4 weeks since you last called me.... thats y i am upset. so i jsut dont want you to think is some other reason..... like toney... cuz its not.
so thats also y i have not called you .... i dont want to be mad that im feel like im calling you so im jsut not going to call... cuz i dont want to be mad i have a lot of other stuff on my mind ... some of the stuff it would be nice to talkt o someone about.... so when you have time call me... but till then ... dont think its tony and dont think i mad cuz we are not hangin out cuz thats not it ... its more of i dont really feel liek i have a friend .. i guess ... yah i guess that how i would put it i fell like its been a one sided friendship the past few weeks.. but anyways ill talk to you soon.
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