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...jesus.
I am so exhausted. This week has been the most hectic time in the past year. Consisting of, family problems where i had to call off work...work itself...getting interviewed...having 0 money...my bf...and 2 other guys. ugh, i feel like my head is going to explode
. I just dont know what to do.
Anyways...I feel like a giant loser. Alone, inconfident..insecure. ugh, too bad i havent felt this way in a long time. It wont be long until i get over it though.....im just going thru a stage of drama, and i feel like i could cry for hours at a time. I honestly just wish i could have 1 guy friend, that i could just hang out with...without having any sort of "relationship" interests..whether it was brought about by them or myself. just a guy FRIEND..that would be the greatest thing in the world. Because it seems that everytime i find one...they end up having interests in me, vice versa. blech.
im a mess.
I am so exhausted. This week has been the most hectic time in the past year. Consisting of, family problems where i had to call off work...work itself...getting interviewed...having 0 money...my bf...and 2 other guys. ugh, i feel like my head is going to explode
. I just dont know what to do.
Anyways...I feel like a giant loser. Alone, inconfident..insecure. ugh, too bad i havent felt this way in a long time. It wont be long until i get over it though.....im just going thru a stage of drama, and i feel like i could cry for hours at a time. I honestly just wish i could have 1 guy friend, that i could just hang out with...without having any sort of "relationship" interests..whether it was brought about by them or myself. just a guy FRIEND..that would be the greatest thing in the world. Because it seems that everytime i find one...they end up having interests in me, vice versa. blech.
im a mess.