Hes my drug

[italian_babie]

I really love my boyfriend. And i sorta thot at the beggining of our relationship that mayb i wud get bored with him as time went by. But its been almost 2 years and i find i'm falling more in love with him every single day. He came here on Friday and we hung out and then i went to his house last night and we played ping pong and pool and i'm really happy that we can do other stuff besides sexual shit and that most couples dont know how to have a good time if their not doing that. And i'm glad that we can. And i had to leave yesterday and it was so hard to do, it was like i was leaving a part of me there. And i hate being alone in my bed wanting him to b there with me. I hate sleeping without him, i hate not being able to touch him and hold him and kiss him every single day. And if i knew that it wud b hard to let him go then last year wen he was in my skool i would've embraced every moment with him and not taken the fact that i CUD see him every day for granted. But i'm also glad he did go to another skool because it has made us work harder for the love we share. And he has said to me he can see himself marrying me. And i want to b with him forver. I know i cud never find any type of happiness with anyone else, and i'm done looking for any type of perfect guy, i was done 19 months ago. And even wen we do kiss i still get butterflies in my stomach, and i still get every type of rush there is, hes almost my drug, and wen i'm with him i overdose, and wen i'm without him its like withdrawel. I love that boy so much and i can see myself marrying him and having his babies and caring for each other and growing old together and still see the person i fell in love with. I asked him last night how much he loved me and he told me to take the amount that i love him x10 and that wud b how much he loves me. And even tho we bicker and fight it makes us stronger. Bcuz we learn wat to do and not to do to each other.

I guess i'm done cuz my padre just bitched about how i need to go finish that fucking laundry...

peace nuccas