Feb 09, 2006 23:56
i just ahve alot on my mind and just alot to think about in the next year and whats goin to go on, i havnt slept much and just felt stressed out for some reason and i dk why i hate feeling like this. but anywayz lately I have been goin to school and work and chillin with all of my friends a lot more because I never have time, well I have come to a conclusion that I am ready to go out on my own and see new things like moving out is a big one to start with, next month I am on my own with three of my closest friends since I have known them, my car is really starting to piss me off I have a hole in my driver side break line and I don’t wanna spend the money to fix it but it has to be fixed, this weekend im doin my oil and on tuesday or wednesday im doin my brakes so I have a lot to do in the next week, I cant wait for tax returns cuz as soon as those come back im getting my place with my homies, me and Julie are on a “break” but just until she gets back when that is I have no clue but I know when she does get back non of you are goin to see me cuz all my time will be with her unless of course you are important enough to hang out with (which 90% of you know you are so don’t send me comments saying what about me?) but anywayz the home situation hasn’t gotten better nor has it gotten worse but I also have a lot to deal with when my grandma finally realizes that I am moving out and goin to be on my own and I wont have to depending on her as much as I do now, I talked to my mom today and told her and shes happy for me that im goin out there and seein what everything is like and how it works out there, anywayz im goin to bed I will ttu all later
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