The Writing's On the Wall

Dec 07, 2005 08:22

I feel so worthless this semester. I never went to class or tried on anything. I've procrastinated this stupid Italian thing for like three weeks, and yesterday I didn't even go. So now I probably won't have to do it. I'm not concerned about my grade, it wasn't required to present and not everyone did. Anyway Elena (our prof) parties with us and drinks and blazes with us, so I'm really not concerned.
Then there's this stupid Rhet paper. I just don't want to do it. I completely changed my topic to something easier because I can't risk getting less than an A on this paper. Then I just didn't write it. well, I have an outline. We have until friday to turn them in, so I guess that is when I will be doing it. I have nothing to do this afternoon or tomorrow after work in the morning, so I will at least have more time to work on it. It just makes me feel so retarded.
I hate this semester.
I just want to get it over with and get my grades so I can move on with my life.
I haven't really been taking my medication, which is probably why I feel this way and have put everything off until the very last possible minute.
Someone in the parking lot is revving their engine repeatedly and it's really annoying.
JOhn and I put up our tree. It look beautiful. My mom gave me tons of christmas decorations so our appartment looks really great and festive.
Just saw mike leaving. where could he possibly be going at 8.30 in the morning?
I'm supposed to have lunch with Dannyb this week. I wonder how that will work out.
Can't wait for Alyse and Jamie to come home.
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