What am I to do?
I was doing great today up until my lunch break at work. After that, everything started plummeting at break-neck speed. Customers were being bitchy, my co-workers were really getting on my nerves, my moral and energy was fading...just one thing after another. One specific co-worker had the audacity to tell me I was going to fail in life just becuase of some of the plans I had laid out for next summer and my first year of college. If there was no one within ear shot, I would have told him to go whack off, but I stuck with my words of buddhist wisdom, "You don't have to be successful to be happy".
What is it going to take for me to actually jump out of this cowardly shell I'm in and just strike out at people's insults and abusive comments? When will I finally snap? I was hoping I could just do it and not let all of this tension inside of me build up, because I feel like I'll flip out like some psycho bitch once I do let it all go. I don't want that. I don't want to be the psycho woman. It's just not an appealing role to me.
I need a Nick to hug!
What is it going to take for me to actually jump out of this cowardly shell I'm in and just strike out at people's insults and abusive comments? When will I finally snap? I was hoping I could just do it and not let all of this tension inside of me build up, because I feel like I'll flip out like some psycho bitch once I do let it all go. I don't want that. I don't want to be the psycho woman. It's just not an appealing role to me.
I need a Nick to hug!