Apr 17, 2006 00:25
I am sitting here watching Sex in the City on network television, its not as good as on HBO but it is still a good show. It so reminds me of what every women goes though and thinks of at one point or another in their life, making us not feel like we are alone in the many stages of life. I jsut kind of wish I had Sarah Jessica Parkers body and the ability to own $500 shoes.
I wanna know why I am always trying to find the bad things in a realtionship insetad of the good things. Its like I trained myself long ago to always find the negative in others and to always think that there is something wrong with everything good. What ever happened to my positive lets find only the good in others?! Yes there are good things and bad things about both trains of thought but I am missing the positive benifits of being well.. positive.
Like Ian (hahaha) I am trying to find bad things about him but I can't which sucks b/c I am so used to finding the negative that I feel like I am setting myself up for failer. Yeah sucks. But i am going with the idea from this day forward that now that I can recognize what i am doing that I will be able to be more receptive to my actions. In AND out of personal relationships.
So wish me luck!