Aug 21, 2005 15:01
So my baby is gone now, I most likely wont see him til about nov. I dont know what I'm gonna do without him, I got so use to him being here. Taking him to the airport was hard we were late and I was hoping he'd miss his flight so he wouldn't have to go but he didnt so I went down the stairs and looked at him one last time. I came home to sleep since I didn't last night. I feel like shit, I love this boy more then anyone could ever know.
Tomorrow I start my real work at a High School, Im scared but excited. I'll be with other people this week then I start doing my own thing next monday. I hope Im just really busy with work to make time go faster.
I miss my family and I can't wait to see them in November.\
Brother gets here tomorrow evening, it'll be cool to be around him, I miss him. He is one of my best friends, we might even go to Ozzfest.
My year here started yesterday..... what have I got myself into. I'll be ok.
Adios,
rina*