May 09, 2007 01:23
I've been neglecting this which has been so good to me in the past. I've always liked paper, but there were times when I just wanted to type things and have others read it; also, to read about others was usually thrilling. So I haven't written on here anything for real in quite a while. Oh well, right? I just thought I'd get on and babble. I kinda wanna write about roses for some reasons, metaphorically, symbollically, figuratively, etc, etc............... literally.
I also want to write about all that I've been learning and how I've been growing and maturing and developing into a man... an actual man, not just some dude who's getting older and has to be called a man for obligation's sake. It's truly exhilarating to experience this dirt and soot and gravel that's slowly coming together to form a narrow road to walk on.
I dug out my Whittier College spring concert cd a couple days ago-- that was nice. I like listening to my solo, and then hearing Janis and Lill on the next track, then skipping to what I believe to be one of the greatest choral pieces ever written: There Will Be Rest. Ah! So frickin beautiful! To sing it was phenomenal every single time. I liked that year... a lot!
I need to start exercising more... especially crunches. No me gusta la pudge... hah... ha.
I talked to Goose a few days ago. Gosh, I loved that! We only got to chat for about 15-20 min or so, and about only a few topics... but it was fantastic to catch up somewhat nonetheless. I love that girl. So much.
Randy and I had an incredible time together last week... lots of growth and teaching and learning on both ends. Fabulous fellowship with him. Thank God for him; he's one of... like... 3 (THREE!) people I can actually fully express and share my thoughts and true beliefs with without a disagreement/argument/disapproval. He, Clark, and Corry are they. Anyhoo...
What to say, what to say.....
I'm gettin ready for a war.
Not there yet...
But God's preparing me.
I wanna fight.
If you can get your hands on a copy of The Final Quest, read it... asap.
Jesus loves you so much.
There's nothing like His love.
Hallelujah.
GOODNIGHT!