last term ever
Well, tomorrow is the official begining of Term 4. Ofcourse I will not be having regular classes, instead I will be at for 'STUVAC' studying for my HSC. I still don't really believe it, Marcus says it's because I have an inability to accept reality, I rolled my eyes at him. He's probabaly rolling his now as he reads this. Don't hurt ya self, dude.
So yes, HSC. The end of highschool. The possible end of life as I know it. It's so final. I'm surprised I'm still here alot of the time.
I have no motivation to do these exams, I'm not sure what I want to do anymore, I mean, it all sounds in theory, but I can't really see myself doing it in practice any more. What the hell went wrong? I'll tewll you what went wrong, my parents started encouraging me. It put me off the idea. It always happens, with everything and then I try to explain this to them and they get shitty at me. Hmmph. I can't wait till next week, I actually study better in an empty house. No screaming mothers, brothers (who talks to himself, someone call a shrink quick!) and fathers.
You have no idea how peaceful it was when my dad and brother went away, it was my idea or paradise, just throw in a couple of pina colodas and an ocean view. It was even better when went to run errands and such, when she was home, she kept talking to me, and it's very hard for me to fake 'i'm paying attention, really', sometimes I wish I cared what she was on about.
Argh, I did so many fucking sit ups yesterday with my old dance teacher, that my abs still hurt. FUCK. Oh and I'm not as flexible as I was so I am damn annoyed, I need to pretty much start at intermediate again. I hate my parents for making me stop dance lessons. It was one of the few things keeping me sane. Starting at intermediate is like doing yr 11 and 12 again. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
I paid half of my formal dress on Tuesday. Now all I have to do is buy jewellery, shoes and a bag. So excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)
You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.
You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?
"Hey how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey how long till you face whats going on?
Cause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriend"
;)
So yes, HSC. The end of highschool. The possible end of life as I know it. It's so final. I'm surprised I'm still here alot of the time.
I have no motivation to do these exams, I'm not sure what I want to do anymore, I mean, it all sounds in theory, but I can't really see myself doing it in practice any more. What the hell went wrong? I'll tewll you what went wrong, my parents started encouraging me. It put me off the idea. It always happens, with everything and then I try to explain this to them and they get shitty at me. Hmmph. I can't wait till next week, I actually study better in an empty house. No screaming mothers, brothers (who talks to himself, someone call a shrink quick!) and fathers.
You have no idea how peaceful it was when my dad and brother went away, it was my idea or paradise, just throw in a couple of pina colodas and an ocean view. It was even better when went to run errands and such, when she was home, she kept talking to me, and it's very hard for me to fake 'i'm paying attention, really', sometimes I wish I cared what she was on about.
Argh, I did so many fucking sit ups yesterday with my old dance teacher, that my abs still hurt. FUCK. Oh and I'm not as flexible as I was so I am damn annoyed, I need to pretty much start at intermediate again. I hate my parents for making me stop dance lessons. It was one of the few things keeping me sane. Starting at intermediate is like doing yr 11 and 12 again. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
I paid half of my formal dress on Tuesday. Now all I have to do is buy jewellery, shoes and a bag. So excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)
You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.
You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?
"Hey how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey how long till you face whats going on?
Cause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriend"
;)