Help me

Sep 05, 2006 20:39

Fuck, what is wrong with me, I'm sick of crying. I cry all the fucking time, its funny cuz most of the time I do it when I'm alone, but sometimes I just break down anywhere. Obviously its been happening more recently, but it always happens anyway.

It won't stop, damn it.

I think I need help, I feel like I've lost touch with almost everyone, I feel hollow. I've talked to counsellors about it but it doesn't help, some of the friends I've seen help, but no one can make me feel completely better.

Can I see some of my friends soon, if its not too much trouble for you all. I just, kinda feel really alone and want lots of people there cuz somehow that always makes me feel better for a while.

I just wanna be happy, I want everything to go great, but I know that won't happen.

I feel like I'm losing friends, losing myself, I feel lost.

I know this post sounds emo, sorry, most of you know how much I hate em, but, if I could just talk to people, about specific things I feel comfortable only talking to them about.

I really don't know where I'm going with this, and I'm getting a headspin, hopefully I'll hear from or see you all soon, wah go me writing this all in tears.

Garry
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