Fuck I have such a headache.
Technology shits me so much, my computer is being an asshole. Stupid computer.
So anyway, I dumped Nathan because, well, there were copious amounts of reasons, point being that yeah we both wanted different things and getting back together was probably a stupid idea in the first place.
But I've met someone new! That is I have a new boyfriend, his name is Daniel and we get along so well, he's so sweet, gorgeous, kind, caring, hot, beautiful, and dear lord I'm starting to sound like a bopper. Aaaaanyway, we've been going out for a week today, he asked me out when I was in hell (Bicheno) last Monday night, I shall rant more about Bicheno in another post, all I can say is that I got sunburnt, the beaches were nice, but the towns a hole.
Been spending a lot of time with Joy lately, so many meaningful conversations we have, its great! I'd have to say she is one of my best friends, definitely one of the most genuine girls I know. And hey, if she had a problem with me, I know she'd say it to my face, unlike plenty of others. I've realised as of late that I have quite a few best friends, each in their own different way. Of course, Luke will always be my best friend, and if anyone tries to change that then I'll rip out their throat with a pair of pliers.
Anyway, its great to hear that Avril and Corey, the two best friends, are going so well in their lives, go them! It's a shame, I hardly seem to talk to them much anymore, though Corey does ring me a bit so thats cool, I suppose I'd ring him more if he had his house phone connected. Avril, well, Avrils not usually home, or nobody's answering the phone. Ah well.
I know too many people now, actually, heres a funny thing:
Someone said (they shall remain nameless), that the only reason that I'm there for people to be a shoulder to cry on, is to get social power! Can you believe that!? I laugh! Heaven forbid that I be nice to people because I'm their friend, or that I'm there because I care! Goodness no. Pffffffft.
It's sad how friends fall apart, I mean, thankfully Luke and I still talk, me and Sarah rarely talk, and the other friends from high school are all elsewhere, although I saw my friend Nicole today, for the first time in over a year! I haven't seen her for so long and our social group used to be pretty tight, and out of everyone, Nicole and I NEVER had a disagreement. Beautiful girl she is, I'm glad she's happy. Anyway, back at the ranch... The whole college group, it used to be so huge, everyone semi got along in year 11, but now, where I am its only me and Joy! We go up to Tim & Jamie's (though its really Ramsay's), and the only other person there from the Year 11 group (when both the undercroft group and the tree group combined) is Jamie!
I'm everywhere all the time, so its not like people can't see me, and if I wanna catch up I have to do the ringing, its annoying! I hardly ever have credit so that doesn't help me much. Alas, everything changes. And lots of people hate others, or each other! It's awful! I don't tend to hate anyone so I'm all good. Well I do hate one person but thats a grudge thats slowly having me not care about it anymore.
I need to step back and think about my life, who I want in it, who I don't need in it, and what to do with it. After all you only get one shot!
Alright, I better go now, I'm ranting, though I shall post soonish.
Love ye all equally.
Love The Gazza.
p.s. Kat, you are a very dear friend to me, one of the dearest, so if you need someone, I'm here.
So anyway, I dumped Nathan because, well, there were copious amounts of reasons, point being that yeah we both wanted different things and getting back together was probably a stupid idea in the first place.
But I've met someone new! That is I have a new boyfriend, his name is Daniel and we get along so well, he's so sweet, gorgeous, kind, caring, hot, beautiful, and dear lord I'm starting to sound like a bopper. Aaaaanyway, we've been going out for a week today, he asked me out when I was in hell (Bicheno) last Monday night, I shall rant more about Bicheno in another post, all I can say is that I got sunburnt, the beaches were nice, but the towns a hole.
Been spending a lot of time with Joy lately, so many meaningful conversations we have, its great! I'd have to say she is one of my best friends, definitely one of the most genuine girls I know. And hey, if she had a problem with me, I know she'd say it to my face, unlike plenty of others. I've realised as of late that I have quite a few best friends, each in their own different way. Of course, Luke will always be my best friend, and if anyone tries to change that then I'll rip out their throat with a pair of pliers.
Anyway, its great to hear that Avril and Corey, the two best friends, are going so well in their lives, go them! It's a shame, I hardly seem to talk to them much anymore, though Corey does ring me a bit so thats cool, I suppose I'd ring him more if he had his house phone connected. Avril, well, Avrils not usually home, or nobody's answering the phone. Ah well.
I know too many people now, actually, heres a funny thing:
Someone said (they shall remain nameless), that the only reason that I'm there for people to be a shoulder to cry on, is to get social power! Can you believe that!? I laugh! Heaven forbid that I be nice to people because I'm their friend, or that I'm there because I care! Goodness no. Pffffffft.
It's sad how friends fall apart, I mean, thankfully Luke and I still talk, me and Sarah rarely talk, and the other friends from high school are all elsewhere, although I saw my friend Nicole today, for the first time in over a year! I haven't seen her for so long and our social group used to be pretty tight, and out of everyone, Nicole and I NEVER had a disagreement. Beautiful girl she is, I'm glad she's happy. Anyway, back at the ranch... The whole college group, it used to be so huge, everyone semi got along in year 11, but now, where I am its only me and Joy! We go up to Tim & Jamie's (though its really Ramsay's), and the only other person there from the Year 11 group (when both the undercroft group and the tree group combined) is Jamie!
I'm everywhere all the time, so its not like people can't see me, and if I wanna catch up I have to do the ringing, its annoying! I hardly ever have credit so that doesn't help me much. Alas, everything changes. And lots of people hate others, or each other! It's awful! I don't tend to hate anyone so I'm all good. Well I do hate one person but thats a grudge thats slowly having me not care about it anymore.
I need to step back and think about my life, who I want in it, who I don't need in it, and what to do with it. After all you only get one shot!
Alright, I better go now, I'm ranting, though I shall post soonish.
Love ye all equally.
Love The Gazza.
p.s. Kat, you are a very dear friend to me, one of the dearest, so if you need someone, I'm here.