David and I have a plan!! and maybe it will work out this time
Well david confuses the hell out of me. I imed him online the other nite and he told me to call him so i did. Then he tells me that he can't talk to me without falling back in love w/ me. I mean come on how sweet is that?? So we talked about getting back together and I asked him if him and I could be anything what would it be and he said that we would be an old married couple w/ kids and we would live happily ever after. I was like awww. Then I asked him if we could anything now what would it be and he said that me and him would be together and we would have a good christian relationship( which means no sex) I know u r all probably thinking "What amber can't live like that!" But i think i can cause sex is what started mine and david's problems in the begining. I had sex w/ curtis, then we had sex, then he had sex w/ this nikki chick, and then w/ mousey. So neither of us think that sex is really that important to us so we're not going to have sex. That and we're not going to lie about anything, cheat on each other, or discuss our relationship w/ anyone else. But we haven't gotten back together yet b/c of the "big problem" (mousey) now he's scared of something and so he doesn't want to end it w/ her yet so i'm just waiting. I love him so much and he loves me to. he said that mousey just reminded him of me and he went out w/ her b/c at the time he couldn't be w/ me. But now he can! He just tries to hard to make everyone happy and i tried to tell him that he can't. He did talk to the rat last night and i don't know what she said to him but he was acting weird all day he didn't even hug me today and he hugged me yesterday. I dunno i understand that he's confused rite now so i'm just going to wait it out and see what happens. But i really do love him more than anything and we've both loved each other for 3 yrs now. Another thing that made me happy is that he said that he can't believe he ever thought he loved her more than me!! makes me happy cause i still hate her! Well this is enough for now. ttyl