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Nov 25, 2003 14:44

i want you to post anything that you want. anything. post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.

be sure to post anonymously and honestly. post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your lj to see what your friends have to say.

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anonymous November 25 2003, 21:05:47 UTC
I feel sad because i don't think my boyfriend loves me anymore cos we really havent talked in 2 days and thats kind of a long time not to talk to your boyfriend anyway he has some problems with his dad so hes been kind of in a bad mood and he hasnt really talked to me and i miss him and i feel stupid for missing him because you see along time ago he was away visiting his mom for like 9 days and then like i said i missed him and he said well its only been X days hwo could you miss me already and my feelings got really hurt and i felt pathetic for missing him so much eventho youre kinda supposed to miss someone you love but whatever so anyway i miss him and ive been crying like all the time and i feel stupid for that too because crying is stupid and i really have no friends because ive lost them all and i cant talk to people anymore i dont know why ive changed in a bad way and i always blamed him for that but a week ago me and my mom had a conversation and i totally realized that i shouldnt be so negative about my relationship with him so i felt so completely different about it ever since then i dont know if he ever noticed but it feels bad to care and then get hurt well if you care you always get hurt i guess thats the rule of life but anyway i feel so alone and helpless and the person who can make it alright isnt there for me either and nobody cares about me anymore my best friend in middle school whom i still keep in touch with wont ever call me and she doesnt even think about me i bet i mean iknow she has her own life and what not but i always make sure to let her knw i care and i just wish she knew how i felt so she could either do something about it or be satisfied because tahts what she wanted anyway nobody cares about me except this one girl christine we hang out once in a while shes cool but she pretty much has her own thing going on and i have a lot of people that i talk to but no one that i can TALK to or no one that can make me feel better because they dont know whats going on and i really doubt the care anyway the point is im a stupid cry baby im sorry for writing so much i love you

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it_fades_away November 25 2003, 21:20:05 UTC
its okay. if all that was true, then IM me. (wonderfulbrit)

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