the end is oh so satisfying

[it_be_me]

dang well its over. i told them. they took it so much better then i thought they would. they didnt evn cry or get mad or nuthin, i cried though lol, sorry. but yeah i think our relatiosnhip is better now. they understand alot more now and thats always good. i think il be allotted more to be myself now lol. maybe they will understand more now. they didnt understand totally but they were really accepting. thanx so much to the people who were there for me when i needed help. LIZ KASEY ALEX JORGE JANINE MELANIE TERRI ANNA ALEXIS MARIE VIVI. i love you guys so much, you dont even understand. thanx so much for being there for me while i was doing it, and for caring, we got through this together. its finally over. we dont have to worry anymore. we beat this shitfucker. thanx for teaching me to meditate alex helped so much, and liz thanks for the heads up. thanx for your prayers janine. thanx for the courage vivi. melanie i value your opinion always. terri thanx for the support. jorge thanx for your evil optimism/realism. kasey thanx for talkin everyhting out with me. and to everyone. thank you for your freindship!. much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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last entry in this lj. it started here. and so it ends. be onthe look out for my new one...much love it_be_me