Post Twenty-Eight::

May 18, 2010 21:53

Sometimes... I hate being a girl... What's the point? It's only good if you have a big brother who loves you and looks after you. But other than that... there's no point to it... DD ( Read more... )

emo post ahoy, hate life, i call do-over

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 02:05:01 UTC
*HUGS* You're young, but you might still grow. You haven't hit your biggest growth spurt yet, so you might not end up all that short.

And you are not just my little sister. You are Chitose Miyuki, up-and-coming tennis star, beautiful young woman, and whatever else you want to be. You're just starting to carve out your own name, as we all have to do at some point. You have all the potential in the world, and you can be who and what ever you want to be.

I think we all get those feelings, where we're not quite sure who we really are or what we want to do, where we feel like everything in the world is moving on around us and we're just standing there, doing nothing but watch the world go by. Those feelings pass, especially when you make an effort and step out of your bubble to do something new or something fun.

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 09:13:51 UTC
*HUG* Thanks, aniki... :DD I don't think I'm gunna grow any more...

... Ok.. now I'm blushing... I'm being silly and you say all these nice things to me! Now I feel even more silly... DD:

I was just feeling down s'all, I feel a bit better today. But I think I should go look for something to do that's different... Something new and fun like you said!

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 09:21:45 UTC
You never know, Mi-chan. Mom told me once that she was itty-bitty up until her last year of high school. And while I know she isn't nearly as tall as me, she's not all that short, either.

Don't feel silly. We all have our moments. Heck, I still have moments like that myself. All you can do is face them.

Just...be safe. No drugs, no booze, no boys... You know. The usual big-brother stuff. ^^

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 09:27:19 UTC
She told me that too... I thought she was just trying to make me feel better!

I don't like 'em... They make me feel weird and I get the feeling everyone else looks at me weird because of them, or after them or something! DD: I know they don't but it's just how I feel.

... Awww... Anikiiii! You ruin all my fun! If I can't do any of that what's there left to do?? :P

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 09:37:57 UTC
I saw a picture of her and...well, I'm pretty sure it was Dad in that one... Anyway, she didn't even come up to his shoulders!

Nobody knows about those moments unless you tell them about them. And they aren't fun, but they do pass, I promise.

Well. Okay. Boys are allowed, but no sex. And I have to chaperone. :p

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 09:43:15 UTC
But dad's a GIANT!! Everyone comes up to his shoulders or below! I have to hug him round the knees!! Ok I'm exaggerating... but you know what I mean!

I can never keep them to myself, so people always know when I'm grumpy! DD: Maybe I gotta learn to keep them quiet...

... See? Ruining my fun again! No sex and if I do you wanna hang around and watch! I'm gunna need therapy soon, aniki!

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 09:50:58 UTC
....but I'm taller than dad now...so you hug me around the ankles? And you know Mom's up to dad's chin. :p

if you keep them to yourself, you have to be careful. Bottling up too much inside can be bad. It's acually probably better to talk about them than to not.

Hey, I'm trying to compromise, here. I only want to chaperone to make sure the boys don't take advantage :p

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 09:58:16 UTC
Yup! To get you round the waist I need to take a run and jump!

But yanno... talking about things worry people... Is it worth it?

Fiiine... DD: It's not like I have a boy to go out with, never mind fool around with, so point is moot!

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 10:01:57 UTC
:DDDDD

yeah, it is. Isn't it better to have them worry than have them mad at you if something happens because you never told them anything?

Oh?? Are you sure? I was hanging by the middle school the other day and there was one boy in particular that seemed to have his eye on you....

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 10:05:04 UTC
But they don't get mad at me for worrying them? ... Ok... I'm being silly again aren't I? DD: I'll stop it now!

... What boy??

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 10:14:29 UTC
No way. And it's not like you're doing it just for the attention. They'll understand.

You mean you didn't notice? Kinda messy, sandy-brown hair, glasses... Hm. Now that I think about it, he kinda looked like a chibi-tezuka...only not quite so :|

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 10:30:36 UTC
Yeeeah... I hope so... DD:

I didn't notice... Someone who looks like Dorobo-nii-chan? I never saw...

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 10:32:11 UTC
They will. *hugs*

A little bit. Not exactly, but....that was who I was reminded of when I saw him. Keep an eye out for him, next time. ;)

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 10:33:56 UTC
... I'll... do that. I'll look out for him.

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pot_tedplant May 19 2010, 10:40:10 UTC
That's my girl. *grin*

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iswithstupid May 19 2010, 10:43:59 UTC
DD: He probably wasn't looking at me in that way anyway...

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