Feb 25, 2007 11:46
#1- Start 7:30.
It was crazy, my pupils were the size of apples and the world was quite possibly the brightest it will ever be. I spent an hour in my room listening to Mogwai and staring a rubix cube, with no success at solving; however, no frustration arose in my failure. In the middle of messing with the Rubix cube the song "Panic" by No Doubt came on and I immediately fell in love with the song. Around this time everything was so warm and "full". Nothing seemed wrong with what was going on and I was thoroughly enjoying myself.
I don't think I'm every going eat chocolate again though, I melted way to many crunch bars and I'm pretty sure the stomach ache occured from all the excess chocolate that was obviously unnecessary.
I went into my dorm hallway and the walls were BRIGHT yellow. They were pulsating and breathing like they were alive and I was so happy for some reason! I couldn't stop smiling and I had constant laughing fits at the dumbest shit people were saying. I felt like I was ontop of the world and nothing could ever get down from there.
My room mate hung a "Grudge 2" poster in the bathroom. I had to charge in and rip it down because it was so scary. At some point I couldn't even go to my washroom because I was so scared of the poster, but when I ripped it down I felt like conquered a monster.
I also spent around an hour staring in the mirror and realizing how attractive I was even though I am relativly short and pretty skinny.
At some point the entire world merged together and it was the most peaceful thing I've ever experienced.
Then I went to visit Carletha and Amanda, and I was so confused in their room! There was all this talking and the dorms were gray and disgusting. I left and went outside where the night sky looked beautiful.
In the coming down I didn't feel as great as before. I was little confused about things and eventually I realized that I was sober. I was still quite euphoric however and the walls were still pretty bright but they weren't moving. My pupils were still quite dilated, bigger than anyone's pupils!
End 12:30
After doing some reading I've decided that I want to try this again because I don't think I got the full experience. I ate them very slowly and I have a lot left over because the chocolate started to piss me off.