Fragments of a Shattered Soul

[isushi]

Pacing, panting, panicking, pacing, shaking, twitching, pondering;
moments I should be most strong are when thoughts pierce the armor.

One long ride to the vet awaits and a decision to be made;
in moments a volume to my life's saga might abruptly end.

I've come to terms with the decision I might have to choose;
but that surely does not make the decision any easier.

Words cannot describe the void filling my inside;
demons are devouring chunks of my soul.

There is nothing anyone can say or do to make me feel better;
however, I know you're all there willing to support and love.