Jun 29, 2007 09:40
Its been... interesting!
I have one class left in my differential equations class... then I'll finally have some time for soul searching and personal exploration! Whoop! I want to try to re-learn G-code since I have an opportunity to teach as an adjunct one of these years. Plus... its fun! Haha, I know, geeky! I like programming though! Whether it be html, scripting, or just plain g-code... its neat to write a bunch of non-sensical characters and see them transform into something...
Im missing my old friends lately. I miss the old days when I had fun things to do - and didn't feel like my entire life was based on work and school. I need happiness and all that good stuff to make the effort worth it.
Dru and I should hang out more.
Colleen should hang out more, and not only when she wants something.
I should start going over to my old friend's trailer... I dont drink anymore, but I can still party!
Last night I had a dream about Rebecca. I bought a plane ticket and flew down to surprise her for ONE day! haha! The whole dream I was wondering why I wasted the money to go down for only a day... not even! I got there in the morning, and had to leave that night, really late, so I could get back to work... *rolls eyes* It was a funny dream - I walked into Becca's house, and was looking for her, when I decided to call her and surprise her that way. So I called and pretended like it was any other phone call. I asked her what she was doing with her day - AND SHE HAD PLANS! *shit* So I told her I was there... and I think we hooked up but it was stressful because I had to leave so soon! =( I think I ended up driving back home so I could spend a little more time with her!
Anyway - Becca, I miss you, and want to visit so badly! Unfortunately - this year has been really bad on the fundage: so I wont be coming down to visit =( I really want to convince her that we can save up for her to visit next spring... but Im not sure that's ever going to happen =( I love going down to LA to visit, because I get to see everyone like Jason, Jonathan, Robyn, Jedah, Nik...etc... but then again, Im ALWAYS thinking about the things I want to share with Becca that are here, in my home town. I think she would return home with such wonder, love, and beauty in her heart. I could offer her some really amazing memories... its just getting her to be devoted to the idea =( I understand she's got a lot going on with her life right where she is... but it still makes me sad...
Alright, back to work - SLACKER! =P
XOXO