something robotic.
Its like their expectations of me is to be something they aren't. That they aren't willing or able to be. Super imposing wants, needs and critisism. I try not to be submissive, and to say whats on my mind..but its squashed. Violently. Threats of no communication. T Tell me every day and remind me that they still run the place. Big whoop. I can say that I am more the willling and more than eager to get out of here.
Someone want a room mate?
p.s I still love them I do...but the cage they've put me in is overwhelming.