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oh man have i been BUSY.
well, the band and i finally had practice last night again. not like we have anything to practice for, but it was fun to hang out and play for a while again.
i've been real down lately and can't do much explaining except maybe i'm just not sleeping as well as i should be. i think about bryan too much. i called him last night and he didn't want to talk, so i'm really confused about what's going on there. i'll just back off again and wait for him to call me.
i miss vic. we haven't talked in a while. i feel like i'm pushing a lot of people away, but it doesn't matter coz i have to be around them anyway (like the band, ppl at work, soccer team).
i took a long bath last night and poured hot candle wax all over me.
i'm just so sad.
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well, the band and i finally had practice last night again. not like we have anything to practice for, but it was fun to hang out and play for a while again.
i've been real down lately and can't do much explaining except maybe i'm just not sleeping as well as i should be. i think about bryan too much. i called him last night and he didn't want to talk, so i'm really confused about what's going on there. i'll just back off again and wait for him to call me.
i miss vic. we haven't talked in a while. i feel like i'm pushing a lot of people away, but it doesn't matter coz i have to be around them anyway (like the band, ppl at work, soccer team).
i took a long bath last night and poured hot candle wax all over me.
i'm just so sad.
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